T Wednesday was a good day because I got to be with the person I love the most. We always have a good time, especially at dunkin’ donuts with Paresh; he’s so funny! I like how he know’s my name even though I’m not in town that often. Going to the Art Park at night was truely beautiful(the view). I love the ice/snow ball fights we had because I always find the biggest one & miss due to no eye-hand cordination, which is the best part.
A Nothing is better than laying with him in the back of my car, staring at the stars insilence. There are no words to describe how i felt. iloveyou. Everything was so warm, he listened to my heart beat and listening to his heartbeat was comforting to me. I felt safe. I could have fallen asleep and been completely happy.
Y I wish I could have stayed longer..definately next time. He makes me laugh, and smile and be totally wild. He makes my heart beat uncontrollably and sometimes I can’t breathe when I’m with him because he literally takes my breath away.
L He’s far, but I’m in love with him. I’m trying my best to deal with the situation. I cry; because it’s hard and when I have to say goodbye because I don’t know when I will see him again. I don’t think he knows how it feels on my side.
O I hope he knows that he means so much to me & that I love him. Regardless of if he says it or not, sometimes words don’t matter. Actions do, and I can see it and feel it. When I drove home last night I left the radio station 143.something on because it reminded me of him, and I knew I would be okay. If he ever sees this, “I love you and I’m here.”
for you, t.a.y.l.o.r.